Tonight has been really hard for me,
I feel so scared, weak and full of uncertainty.
I wish you were laying here beside me,
My head upon on your chest,
The sound of your beating heart putting my mind to rest.
Even though you’re not here,
Your love for me gives me the strength everyday to persevere.
Because of you I somehow make it through,
Cause I know everyday puts me one step closer to being with you.
I will love you forever,
And I know one day soon we will be together.
Though in body we may be miles apart,
Dear, Alan…That didnt stop you from stealing my heart <3